God is hardly concerned about the fact that you smoke or
drink. Oh wow, I bet that will upset some. Indeed, He is more concerned by the
reactions of those who don’t like what I am saying.
The dissenters might feel, “I don’t do any of that
and surely that counts for something, so surely God must accept me because of
that?” I never did like the word, 'surely'.
Hiding behind the things that make us relatively superior to
others, hardly makes us absolutely right. That’s like saying I only jumped one
red light and he did five, so he is the rotter not me.
I dare say that Jesus might say that the party animal to the
left is closer to the kingdom of God than the pooper to the right. I suppose
you want to know why?
Well it is because the first step in any process of
reconciliation is to open up and be real. Fig-leafing is a form of denial, pride
and avoidance. Hardly useful for getting closer to God.
A friend has a mountain of issues tracing back to a dreadful
childhood, but the issues affect everything he does and they are isolating him.
Yet he believes he has sorted his stuff, that he is okay. But he is the only
one who believes that and it is hurting him. He needs to open up.
The biggest problem with religion, is that it looks the part,
but generally only to anyone else who is wearing a fig leaf. It is not just God
who sees through the King’s clothes, you and I do as well.
IMDB’s highest ranked movie, Shawshank Redemption, looks
beyond the warder’s religious veneer to a dark heart. Every man in his prison,
guards and inmates included, saw right through him.
The only one taken in by his thin fig-leaf was the wearer,
who convinced himself that he was fine, had no need to be vulnerable or real
with God and was a sure-bet for heaven.
Smoking and drinking is an issue for religion, because it
judges what it sees. It is easier to manage a religion like that, so all you
have to do is fit in and maintain pretenses.
However God is far more concerned with why you would need to
smoke or drink at all. What underlying self-awareness, sadness, tragedy,
brokenness, vulnerability or ghost of our pasts lies at the root of such
things. That is where sin stirs.
I have shared my own vulnerabilities already, but let me
tell of lives like mine, who are haunted by so many ghosts of the past. My
personal pain lay in a mental stronghold that was all I had ever known and
which I took to be normal, because sin also deceived me.
I wanted to do right, just as Paul did, but I just kept
missing the mark. The underlying root causes had distorted my whole way of
looking at life and that distorted my judgment. I only made matters worse,
because sin had me under its spell and was too powerful for me.
Sin was like a blackmailer. It exploited me because it saw
me for who I am, but because I didn’t want that made public, sin exacted a
blackmailer’s price – not in the form of money, but by way of the hard, sad,
tragic toil of penitence that was laid on my wretched soul.
Worse, like a serpent in lay in wait for me to find and then
exploit my predispositions and vulnerabilities. The resulting strike, poisoned
my system. For me that came in my childhood when the terrors of my home invoked
a specific response pattern that did me in.
I am deeply grateful that love and mercy freed me, and have
no more need to judge others. All around me I see lives in trouble or heading
there, and my heart aches because I know Paul was right – it is not because we
don’t want it to be different, but sin is at work in us (Romans 7:20).
Biblically, sin is not an outcome, but a force at work in us
to corrupt our souls and drive us from God. The law reveals our crisis and
points to a Redeemer, because a world of laws could never save us.
It is like living with a silent killer, like cholesterol,
and being told the truth we don’t want to hear: that we need to change or face consequences
- except that Jesus faced that for me.
Thus Paul, in verse 13, says that I really would not have
known better or felt so bad, unless the law had come. Strangely he speaks in
verse 7 of something he really didn’t seem to battle with, covetousness, but
says I would have gone on doing that naturally until the law said no.
It poses a valid question. Why make me feel worse? Is the
law, and the resulting implications of religion, only there to provide
qualifiers: a basis for judging or exonerating me? Is it just an arbitrary code
that separates the sheep from the goats?
If it is natural to covet, and it is critical in the animal
world for the propagation of the species, then why is it such a problem to do
what seems rather natural?
Well ask yourself where that leads – will it ensure a stable
family, will it “reproduce” noble children, will it seed better lives into
society, will our world be better off, will we enjoy a better home and married
life, will we prosper if we choose the high road? Absolutely.
The opposite is as true. Sure it’s a thrill to cross the
line. Sin works because it excites. It is a lure, a bait to every soul. There
are always rewards. But where will that lead? Will you ultimately be better for
it? I doubt it. Instead you will resent God for making you feel bad about it.
That is like resenting a doctor for telling you that
continued smoking will kill you, even if that is true. I have seen what it can
do, so why resent what is very sound advice that will enhance your life?
The laws of God and the religious context that followed,
really were never able to do anything about sin, except to be like a
half-pregnant physician – able to tell you where the problem is, but unable to
solve it. But, like a good GP, they could refer you to the specialist who can
help: the great physician.
Sin is a kind of spiritual cancer. I use that analogy
because for many, certainly in times past, cancer was incurable. It is a growth
in us that eats up our natural resources and consumes us from within, until it
is more alive than we are. Then we all die together. Sin is just like that.
It is at work in our mortal bodies and Paul confirms that,
with or without the law, the fatal consequences of sin at work in us persisted
long before the law (Romans 5:14), but Jesus confronted its power and broke
that power so that we are no longer slaves to it (Romans 6:15-18).
Thus, instead of pointing to the obvious, to what is no
secret to any of us, I point to Him who died in the open, stripped of all His
dignity, so He could free us of the unseen killer inside us.
(c) Peter Missing: bethelstone@gmail.com
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